I feel like ranting about lookbook.
I'm sure I'd love it and still have an account on it if I could fit into size 6 clothes. Butttt I can't, so I said byebyeee to lookbook.
I know it's practically a modelling site, so what should I expect.. but it highlighted for me the fact I'm in no way 'fashionable' or 'the-normal-size'. Yaaaay. Although really I knew that before, it's just one of those 'HAHA LOOK YOU'RE FAAAAAAT AND DRESS SILLY XD' things, yknow? Course you don't.
And one of the worst things is when people say 'ohh no there are 'larger girls' who have made it really far on lookbook!'.. that's a bit like saying 'ohh noo there are really thick idiots who have made it really far in the medicine'-
err I started writing this like hours ago and forgot about it, but just found this tab.
Basically, I'm really starting to get down about my weight. I know I'm not obese or whatever but against my friends I'm starting to really stand out as the fat one. I've never been skinny but s'getting worse really. And the clothes I wear don't exactly disguise this.
Every single one of my friends is a stick. Like, all of them. Even my boyfriend.
Either I'm the only 'normal' one, or I'm just considerably fatter.
ERUGHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIS. I'll love that I posted this tomorrow morning, I bet :)
I'm just going to go and kill myself now, bbl.